"Why would your life change because of the supernatural?
Are you talking about being turned into a vampire or sonething of the sort?"

"Sorry. I would give you advice.. Or some of my perspective..
But I don't want to be the one to make or break your future. :/

Whatever you think you'll he happier with I guess."

"Hey guys, I need help. I have a feeling that somewhere in the near future, I will have to make a choice that will determine which path I take in life. I will have to choose between the life of a simple human and the life of someone who is directly involved in the world of the paranormal and supernatural. Both directions show blissful things to come as well as things close to my heart which will be taken away. The path of the human allows me to stay close to my family and friends. It allows me to live a life where things are less complicated. But my past will still be there waiting for me, waiting to devour me and take me back to my old ways. I will be left with a feeling that I was never redeemed for my sins, no matter how many times people say that I'm forgiven. I will never feel forgiven unless I can prove to myself that I am worthy. I will also be left with a feeling of helplessness. The life of the supernatural/paranormal is the exact opposite. I will finally be able to leave the past behind me, never having to worry ever again. I will finally be able to prove myself that I'm not who I once was and I will finally be able to stand up for myself. But I will have to leave all those who are dear to my heart behind and I will never be the same ever again. What do you guys think? Would you guys help me through this. My heart and mind are in complete disarray."

"I won't give you no advice or tell you how to live your life, however I will say this. The future of any one given person consists of a series of doors which, are already opened, are easy to open, or hard to open. The future that you have seen, or been told is the one consisting of the doors which are already opened, that doesn't mean there is no other choice, but instead that you will have to decide if you want to follow the path of least resistance or forge your own life. Don't dwell too much on attempting to make decisions before hand or you might lose the opportunity to open those other doors, and end up making it so that when the time comes your future is already chosen for you."

"But the thing about these two doors that are open to me, is that it seems as if my heart and mind, maybe even my spirit, are drawn to them, and with every day it seems as if I'm inching ever so closer towards these two paths. Maybe it's my destiny for one of these paths to be my future. I have yet to see."

"I don't hate either path. I just hate that I will have to choose and lose things close to me due to that choice."